your not alone.

These past few days I have been reminded of how fragile a heart really is and how easily it can break…

Like when your boyfriend dumps you

Like when a mother’s son has completely lost his way

Like when the person you love most decides they don’t want all the same things that you do

Like when someone close to us dies or someone we barely new

Like when your best friend puts you in last place behind everybody else

Like when you work your hardest for something and in the end it still wasn’t enough

Like when you want something more than anything and you can’t have it

Like when you don’t have enough money and your barely getting by

Like when you stop being friends with someone and they do everything they can to hurt you.

Like when we are bullied and our confidence level I is really low

The point is that almost anything or anyone can break your heart, and almost everything and everyone will… but all that really matters is how are you going to endure through it. The lord is here to help us through it all and he has felt all the pain we have felt. He knows what my broken heart feels like and that sick feeling I get in my stomach after crying way too hard. He knows what your heart feels like when you’re struggling to keep moving forward.. sometimes life is hard and that’s the way its supposed to be. Trials are here for our benefit and we almost never realize it till the hard times have past, but we do get past them. Trials are short in comparison to the eternity we will live in, and one trial no matter how big or small is worth taking your own life. One day we will get past it all, and never again will we feel pain or sorrow. Whenever your feeling so low that you feel you can’t carry on think of that day. Think of our heavenly father waiting with open arms, and all the laughter and happiness that day will bring. Think of all your loved one’s close around you with smiles on their faces too. Life is hard but we should never result to giving up. If you have the will, then there will be a way. God is looking out for us though so  just remember how loved you are by so many people around you and that even though a heart can break easy, it can be healed.

Like when you realize that it didn’t work with your boyfriend because you found something thats right for you

Like when you see someone get there life back on track

Like when you realize you’ll see a deceased loved one again someday

Like when your best friend finally realizes that you have been the one always there and they finally decide to put you first

Like when the person you love most decides your wants are the right thing to do, and that your more important than his wants

Like when a neighbor see’s you struggling and brings you dinner because they are there to support you

Like when you work hard for something you don’t get and realize all the stuff you have achieved along the way

Like when we realize what everyone else says doesn’t matter and we love ourselves for the way we are

Like when we realize that we are here for a reason, and we decide to keep moving forward

Today i was doing my seminary make up and was reminded of something... i know i always knew this but i never really hit me till just now. i was reading first joshua and a few things really stuck out to me like "I will be with thee: i will not fail thee, or forsake thee." and "be strong and of good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest".. while reading these it occoured to me that in times we feel alone we are not. maybe why we feel so alone is that we dont feel worthy enough to feel his presence. he never leaves us alone. like the poem footprints in the sand says "it was then that i carried you" so in times that we hurt and feel like no one understands, he is walking along side of us in as much pain as we are.. and when we are hurting so bad that we cant move on he helps us find the strength to do so. that can only happen though if we feel his presence.. my goal is to always be worthy enough to feel that, so that when something too hard for me to handle on my own comes along i wont have to be lonely. God has the power to do anything. he can heal my broken heart, and wipe tears away from my eyes. he has given me everything and so i owe it to him. to serve him, and to always stand up for what i believe in. to be couragous in all things because he has my back. he is and always will watch it better then anyone i know. he knows what your dealing with all you have to do is kneel down and pray.

Life is hard, and its gonna through a few curve balls. God is always here for us... Just try to remember its going to get bad before it gets better, but your not going to hurt forever. There is always hope for anyone and everything.