another letter to god

Dear Heavenly Father,
I have alot to ask of you right now.. like i really need you to watch over my best friend and her family. you see they just lost their cousin amanda, but you already knew that. they really need to feel your comfort and love. please give it too them. let them know your there. and could you please tell amanda something for me. can you tell her thanks for being such a good example to my best friend, and looking out for her when i wasnt around to do so. tell her so many people miss her, and she has changed so many lifes for the better. including mine, and i barely even knew her. tell her i wish i could of gotten to know her better because i think we couldve been great friends. and can you please tell her to help me look after mareassa still. im worried about her.. and it would help me out alot if she could. i know that people after this life can still be in our presence because ive felt it before. i felt my grandpa with me and itd be great if you could let mareassa feel amanda there with her. heavenly father.. please let mareassa know that im here for her. and that i care and love for her alot. seeing amanda and my uncle go this past week has made me realize how fragile life is. one minute your here and in the next you can be gone. it makes me want to live my life to the fullest, let everyone that i love know that i love them. beacuse people always leave you just never know when they are going to. i never want to end on bad terms with anyone, because things really arent worth being angry about. nothing is really that important. heavenly father please bless my aunt and cousins as they are also suffering right now. help her find some way to earn enough money to send her husband back to mexico. let her also feel your love and our love. help her be comforted in some way, i know she could really use it. heavenly father i love my best friend and im really worried about her. i dont know what to do for her and i really just want her to be okay. she is such a strong girl and i really look up to her. a lot of people do but i dont think she realizes that. please help me heavenly father i really need you and so do they.
i say these things in the name of jesus christ amen.