This is something im trying to work on, and for a while it has been tough. I can honestly say it has been a serious struggle. For the longest time I have felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm sure that most people do. It's hard trying to fit in. You want people to like you, you want to have friends and in trying to do so you forget that the most important friend you can have is you. Loving yourself can be hard for a lot, and recently it is something I can't do at all. Joseph Smith said "For doubt and faith do not exist in the same person at the same time" I need to learn to stop doubting myself. I have realized that if I don't like something about me then I need to change it, and have faith that through God and hard work I can do so.
I'm luckier then most. Through this hard time and all my grouchyness I have a family who loves me and tries to understand. I have a husband who is WAY more patient then most, and loves me regardless. He also does everything he can to make me laugh and tell's me I'm Beautiful everyday. I would be seriously lost without him. This may sound selfish, but for a while I am going to focus on me. Honestly I really don't mean it in a bad way. I just need to work on loving myself, and be anyone I want to be. I just need to become a better me.
